Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Disconcerted
I'd been looking forward to tonight all week...Dinner at the Viaduct then a basement session at Galatos with the rising star of NZ rock, Gramsci.
Unfortunately I've been exhausted for the last few days and tonight I just crashed out. I enjoyed the presence of my friends, I love being in music venues...I just hated being me. Or at least hated feeling the way I felt.
I remember that you have to be friends with yourself before you can extend the sentiment to others.
Perhaps it's the back-to-work blues, perhaps I'm fighting off another cold, perhaps...
I have to take my car for a warrant tomorrow. I think it's going to fail dismally. The next post will be a celebration or a eulogy.
It's a time of finishing, metaphorical/spiritual death. Thankfully my narrative includes resurrection.
So I'm disconcerted, not the least for failing to enjoy a gig I've been waiting two weeks for. I'll leave these late night ramblings and get some sleep. I've a mechanic to battle in the morning!
